Writing = My way of releasing stress

I guess my stress meter has been going way up. The fact that it has been all jumbled up inside of me didn't help.
It's been a roller coaster year of feeling up and down. But mostly i feel down.

To make it worse, feeling alone is what i can't help. Feeling a wee bit bipolar, but who doesn't. I guess i just want some unwinding time. Time to think back on what i really want. I want to stop TRYING to live life and start WANTING to live it. A simple reminder to myself - satisfy yourself before trying to satisfy others. Nothing can bring peace but ourselves. I sometimes pray in times of stress hoping to find inner peace and hopefully it will always ward my stress away.