i hope its going to be okay...

people never seem to understand whether or not they're okay or not.... i can't merely say that i'm not okay cause i still get to smile... but still, i can't say that i'm okay because i'm worried... worried of my family back at Sabah..
i really do miss them..dearly...


and i'll pray for the best for them.... including for my dad which is in KL.. and also all my friends, where ever you all are...

my mother has just started her therapy and i hope it will go okay... amin...
do pray for her (whoever reads this.. )
i love you mom... although, i'm not much of a sentimental person but this time is an exception... the news that i got from my mom really knocked me down... but i hope it won't crush my spirit.. i know i sound a bit contradictory right now but i don't know other words to express how i feel right now... i just hope that at the end of the day that everything will turn out fine..... amin...